Tuesday.

I really want to write but I do not have much to say, so I am going to just talk about myself....as usual.

Today I had an interview for an internship.  I was not as nervous as I thought I would be.  Surprise surprise.

Anyways.

Here are some not so interesting things about me.
1. I care too much about basically everything.
2. I have poor circulation in my feet.  They are always light purple or red.
3. I sleep with pillows and stuffed animals around me because I loathe to sleep alone.
4. I love to dance around in my panties while listening to music.
5. Music is something that I would be lost without.
6. I never feel good enough.
7. All I wanted Sunday was a reply from you...and to be the one picked.
8. I have recently started working out.
9. My friends are my life.  They can make me smile, laugh, and cry all in the same night.
10. I am not the only one that has changed but at least mine has been for the better.
11. I love you.
12. I can not wait to graduate but I am scared to be an actual adult.
13. I love my family. (animals included)
14. I think that you are a liar.
15. For the past month I started being honest with myself and everyone else around me.  It has not back fired so far but has made me realize a few things.
I keep getting distracted by "What Not to Wear."
16. I feel whole again for the first time in a long time.  I have came to terms with the part that is missing.  It will be there but for now the part is hidden and replaced.
17. My favorite color is purple.
18. Pink and yellow make me smile.
19. Certain songs can almost instantly make me cry or smile depending on the day.
20. I sing obnoxiously loud in the car.

If today was your last day on earth, how would you want to spend it? Think about it.

"I gave you all

but you rip it from my hands.

You swear it's all gone

and you rip out all I have.

Just to say that you've won.

Well now you've won."