As I lie here in bed and watch "Sex in the City," it makes me start thinking. Not because of the particular movie but because I am not really watching it. So, it leaves me to my thoughts. Which is about love. I have never really thought about it in this way just in a bitter forlorn type of way.
"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry."
I have only been in love once. It was a great feeling and I miss it more than anything. I still love that person but both of us have changed. In good ways and bad of course. I have done a lot of things I never thought I would do. Some I wish I would have thought out more but still worth it. It has been more exhilarating than being in love but it has also been some of the most loneliest time.
But the real question is what is love? Is it a feeling? Or just a simple over used word?
I do not know the answer so I will make up my own.
Personally I think that it is the most fascinating concept known to man. People search all of their lives for this feeling/word. The most interesting thing though is that most of these people either find it and live happily ever after (cheesy), find it then lose it and eventually settle, or they never completely find the special person that takes their breath away. The person that finds it and loses it is the worst one though because they had a taste. Then they spend the rest of their life refusing to settle. wah wah
The reason for this rant is because I think that if you find love keep it. Cherish it and never ever give it up. If for some reason you do, forgive the other person. No matter who ended it or why. Going through life with that hurt on your heart is unnecessary.
This blog is somewhat therapeutic for me.
Love like it is never going to hurt.
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