The Nicest Thing.

I like to think of myself as a thoughtful and considerate person.  On occasion though I wish that were not true at all.  I have came to realize in the past week that some things will not change unless you, yourself do something about it.  People in my past use my once weakness to their advantage.  A lot has occurred and changed me tremendously.  I have learned to say no and mean it.  Sometimes what you want is not what you need.  I believe that whole heartedly.  It has taken me longer with some than others but the ties have been severed.  I am not going to lie the initial thought hurt but the after effect was relief.  I know that none of this makes sense to anyone but me probably.  I do not care though it is my blog! :)


The reoccurring topic in my blog is my dating life or lack thereof.  I started talking to this guy that I have met before but it was a long time ago.  We were both in committed relationships and they ended in about the same way.  Recently, he started talking to me and we hung out yesterday.  It was great.  In the little amount of time he has changed my mind about guys.  Maybe there is such thing out there as a nice genuine guy.  He's older and independent, which is great in comparison to the past.  Anyways I am intrigued to see where this is headed.  


Enough about that.


I started another intern program called Intern OKC and it was really interesting and fun.  I learned a little about OKC and other students that were there.  I have a luncheon every Wednesday for the next month or so.  I am starting things at BTA which is hopefully a start to something different and exciting.  I cannot wait to find out! 


Nothing too interesting has happened since I last posted.

"No, I will never be your stepping stone

take it all or leave me alone."