I have finished my classes for the semester and they ended very well. I ended up getting all A's and on the president's honor roll. I am excited for my upcoming classes. I am taking Intro to Ad and Brand Communication, Sociology, Print, Web, Copy Design, and Media Ethics. My internship has started and it has been a bit slow. I hope it gets busy soon! Work has also been slow, which is quite sad.
Something happened a few days ago that has really made me aware and scared. I was always one of those girls that was never afraid to go anywhere alone. Now, I really do not want to do anything or go anywhere. Even though nothing too severe happened to me it is one of the only things that has been on my mind. I wake up in the middle of the night and see his face. It is crazy to me. I think a lot of it has to do with knowing that he is out there and probably really pissed. After this situation I definitely want to be alone (single). I should feel the opposite most likely.
I love my friends and I am very protective of them. I really do not know what I would do without them. They all have special places in my heart and all for different reasons. I think that the friends that I do not get to see that often know me the best. Weird. I know. It is true though.
I have quite a bit on my mind but nothing is translating.
A part of me wants things to be the way they used to be but the other part craves total distance.
"All the rules were meant to bend
and you swore you were my friend.
Now I have to start all over again."
P.S. I will always love you.
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