A Little Bit Stronger.

"I'm done thinking, that you could ever change.

I know my heart will never be the same, 

but I'm telling myself I'll be okay.

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger."

This past week has probably been the best one I have had in a very long time.  It definitely had its ups and downs of course.  For once more ups.  I did not do a whole lot I barely talked to my friends even.  I made a few news ones and discovered how much I love my life.

I recently have not been talking to my best friend (not by choice).  I miss her like crazy but I have also realized I am closer to more people then I knew.  Today, Saturday, I spent the whole day with an old friend.  I missed her more than I knew.  We have been friends for 6 years and it is crazy to reminisce with her about old times.  We went through her old computer and found videos and pictures from sophomore through senior year.  Some of the memories good and others worth forgetting.  Another friend that I enjoyed spending time with ,on Thursday, is a new one actually.  We met in Spanish I class and now she is my "lady love."  We had a lot of fun catching up, we had not seen each other in a couple weeks.  I wish I spent more time with my mistress but we both have complicated lives...she has a significant other is the real reason.  I do know that she is always here for me so that is all that matters really.  My wifey had her baby a week ago and although I have not held him I know that he is adorable.  I am extremely happy for her and her new little blessing.

"You should know that I don't give up easily, 

but sometimes for things to grow, they need some rain 

Sometimes loving me just means leaving me alone."

I have been on guy overload these past couple weeks.  All of them seem to be really nice.  There is one though that I have a bit of a crush on.  We went to high school together and I had a class with him.  I talked to him but not a whole lot.  We were both in the relationships throughout school.  We went out on Friday and it was really nice.

I have no clue where my life is going.  All I do know is that it is better off that way.

These are all of my friends minus one.