"For as much as she stumbled she's running, for as much as she runs she's still here."
I have been crazy busy the past couple months but that has left me with plenty of time to think. As time has passed I have came to realize some interesting things about myself. I love people even when they hurt my feelings and make me mad. If it were not for people my life would consist of my cats. A cat lady at 21? No thank you, sir. I have been through a lot of things in my short amount of time but it has made me who I am. I love who I am. Whether you know me as a go getter, bitch, shy or as a friend I am all of those. I like being complex and simple all at the same time. Why live life without living? Make mistakes and go to work with 5 hours of sleep. You will like yourself a whole lot more. I know I do.
I am not perfect but I have found who I want to be and that is all that matters.
In May, I am finally leaving the nest and I am pretty excited. I found the best room mate ever, Brittany. She is the only Brittany I have ever liked besides Britney Spears of course. We will be "old ladies" together. Besides her I have made some of the best connections with amazing people. Some through work and others through classes. I feel blessed beyond belief with the direction life is leading me.
I have the most funny situations happen to me but the best experiences come from them.
I think I found my soulmate. If someone can drive me absolutely insane and I still love them it has to be fate right? Ok, that is probably not accurate. The true test is that in the back of my mind I can see myself marrying this person. I am not the girl that has ever envisioned marriage. I have been in a couple serious relationships but I never saw myself having a family with them. Maybe I am wrong but time will only tell. He seems to feel the same way, always has.
Our thoughts and beliefs are shaped by the people around us. At the end of the day we decide who we are going to be. Our foundation can make or break us, it's our choice.
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